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wondering wut happen with my life?i just dont feel lyke i belong here..(iMs i mean)..everything like dont seem ryte for me..and i cant enjoy my life as i did in Mais..

WHY?WUT HAPPEN? TELL ME GUYS..N GIRLS? why i dont hav the gud mooD..everyday..?YUP..i Mean iT..evEryday??whaT is MIssing..where Is thE X-Factor?wut i Miss A lOt?

I MISS THE PRECIOUS MOMENTS IN MAIS…

i miss the moment when all of us (housemate) hanging out together n TRANSFORMERS IMAX-ing…

i miss the moment ACAP ‘blanketing’ me while im sleeping

i miss the moment JAMAL taking good care of me when im not in a well-feeling,

i miss the moment MAEL cooking and his meal-sharing,

i miss the moment POKJAK annoyed and turn off the music when im singing,

i miss the moment ARHAM disturbing me while im studying,

i miss the moment NAUFAL n i ‘nyekiting’,

i miss the moment ALEP n ELRON perfectionist-branding,

i miss the moment HFZ n me quarreling bout my styling,

i miss the moment AMER and JEHAN loud-speaker Laughing( u just now what i mean),

i miss the moment SYAMIM n NABIL studying n do the ‘psycho-ing’,

i miss the moment SALIKIN ’sudoku-ing’…

I MISS THE PRECIOUS MOMENTS IN MAIS,

i miss the moment TIKA and PAAN Perodua-lifting,

i miss the moment ZHARIF ‘gelabah-ing’

i miss the moment when HASIF is lying (to Miss Malar while presenting,remember?)

i miss the moment when CHRIS and AIZWAN are debating,

i miss the moment of KOZAC, ALAN, NAJMI n SYAWAL of “MakTam-visiting”,

I MISS THE PRECIOUS MOMENT IN MAIS,

i miss the moment MAHIR and DUWE lead our Praying,

i miss the moment about PROF ‘anime-ing’ (he even texting his friend using anime’s name),

i miss the moment MANUEL n his dying hamster’s petting,

i miss the moment of GP with his very stupid irritating-joking,

i miss the moment MUNIR and his utara ‘loghat-ing’,

i miss the moment ZIKRI and his satay Kajang sharing,

i miss the moment AQRAM brought friends to his restaurant’s SEAFOOD-ING (though im not going)

i miss the moment AREP n MR AZLAN’s conflicting,

i miss the moment KIMI so damn hard tackle-trying,

i miss the moment RADIN’s ‘macho’-pretending,

i miss the moment PIAU ‘himself-isolating’,

i miss the moment ANEP with his boastful DOTA’s skilling,

i miss the moment HAZRUL scared of me n his ‘merajuk-ing’

i miss the moment Rashid n me screaming bout PONTIANAK SUNDAL BOLONG even we dont yet start watching,

I miss the moment MUBIN offers me lot of hand-lending n HONDA-ing,

and i miss,

the moment HILMI(hilmi ke??use the right tempo),ZAIDI, ILHAM, n FAIZ gedixing in class with miss syikin, miss saadiah, mdm mahani, ( i guess we gedixing in all class) n DEENG’s Night Gossiping..

I MISS THE PRECIOUS MOMENT IN MAIS……………….

hi..

its me again..well..dis my blog ryte…

emmm..i think dat im so fake..well..dis is bout sumone..emm..N of course

ntah la..nk bgtaw camne pon taktaw la…takot+nervous+worried…

camni la..day by day…aku juz rase makin kekok dgn N…aku pon tataw knape..

aku pon dapat taw yg die makin kekok dgn aku…N is like…emmm…

ntahla…i got friend..namenye Mak Iti…mak Iti la gtaw i…i pon dpt taw yg N ni cam…hemmm…nk gtaw takot N leh agak sape i mention ni…

pokoknye…aku juz cam nk Ok dgn N coz aku tanak die sedeyh lagi..tu je..aku bukan la plastic…but in some cases, we juz need to care bout others feeling…its not like i hate N..but bcoz i like N…dats why i did all these thing…hemmm…

well..its enough for me if N is happy as before…im not plastic..im just faking…for all the good things..im sorry..

juz sorry….Mak Iti…help me with this… =(..

need lots of help!!!!!!!!please….

i dont noe why 8tually im writing this..maybe because of the ‘boringness’ i hav at home + all the mais memories suddenly pop out to my real life = another dejavu happen at home..haha..kinda weird aite?

ok2..this how the things going on..1st day at msU..aku n faiz stuck together..parent aku pegi mSu skadar nk hantar aku je..pastu..dorg balik umah..huhu..tinggal le aku tkontang kanting sorg diri carik faiz che kasim..hoho..then moves smua brg2 aku dlm kete abe paih..gerak same2..then..malam tu..budak2 lain tgh kemas bilik..susun brg2..aku n paih g jusco mcarik baju kemeja yg dsangkakan akan dgunakn..kalo taw awal2..aku beli baju kat romp dah..haha..tyme induction week..1st day aku dok sebelah jamal..OMG..nape la byk mulut sgt die ni..bising tol..asyik nk borak je..tgk form die isi..wah..budak jasin..patot ar bajet..hak2..tyme tu gak barulah ku knal en khaizan..rupe2nye..die gemok..hoho..dlm hall tu aku n faiz scanning n scamming org..haha..keje yg mmg sjak azali lagi..then tnampak la budak2 pc..pokjat..duwe..hasif..gp..paan..then tyme taklimat slalu gak dgr soghe2 yg amat mengganggu dan agak menjelikkan tyme tu..

wah..jehan rupenye..lagik satu si alan..byk mulut btol..mesti budak2 jahat dulu ni..takleh kwan dgn dorg ni..bad influence..haha..then..ku ingat lagi..tyme tu tgh nk kuar bilik..turun ar 3 stooges ni..batang,radin n mubin..si radin yg bajet peramah ni pon menegor la org2 yg ade d ctu..pehal die ni..takyah ar hipokrit sgt..takdenye kat dunia ni org ramah2 gtu..plastik sgt2..dah r muke cam samseng..batang cube join..tapi tak dlayan..n mubin senyap jerk..dah mmg prangai die senyap gitu..1st sem looks like doesnt good enough for me..ye ar..tgk org je..mesti bg bad impression kat that person..haha..but..1st sem ar i met my click..ilham n zaidi..rase2 leh rapat dgn dorg pon coz aku n paih asyik kutuk student yg lalu lalang b4 nak naik klas kat block B tu..yela..ad muke cam anjing laut..n sorg ni btol2 cam kuda laut..haha..

tyme kelas koQ..nampak manuel n chris..tataw ar korg prasan ke tak..but in da beginning of the course..dorg ni slalu duk kat tmpt pompuan..dekat n joyce n sissy rasenye..haha..then..aku mule ar pikir mcm2..sombong nye dorg ni..tanak kawan dgn bumiputra semenanjung ke?haha…ni quite annoying…syawal the sugarcane..slalu je nk get attention dlm klas dgn lawak2 bodo die tu..nk stat present je..mesti ade "ehem..ehem.." hello syawal..org dah leh agak ar coz taktik tu da basi..tapi nape girls slalu gelak tyme syawal wat camtu?tak rase cam menjijikkan ke?hoho..but..tyme sem3..syawal ade mtk zaidi ajar chem..then..zaidi pn gtaw aku.."syawal tu mmg suke tny soklan2 bodoh ar,dgn aku pn gtu"..so..i dont annoyed wid him anymore..coz dah tabiat..nk watcane agi..hasip n paan lak..wow..dorg ni amazing la gak..yup..aku tataw pon dorg cane kat pc dulu..even i think aku tak penah ckp pn dgn dorg kat pc dulu..rupe2nye dorg baik gak..hoho..zharip…quite mystery..diam2 ubi berisi la ni..hoho..hafiz pisol?dont noe much bout him..well..he makes me thought lyke that..takpe2..die bukan ade frenster pon..hoho..alif..hoho..1st tyme knal die tyme nk g smayang jumaat..jalan gi masjid besar..letey dowh..hoho..tapi on da away tu..dsebabkn kekiutan ktorg..ade la abg ni dgn ketenye brenti n giv us a ride..well..God loves us..hihi..

hmm..aini plak..ajak aku kuar..gi pkns..haha..bukan jalan kaki taw u all..naek bus..aini la ni..bazir je duit aku singgit..ye la..awal2 dulu tataw jauh mane pkns tu..ingatkan sejauh times square..hak2..n gurl 1st aku tegor gak adalah zyra..(malangnye..)haha..guraw2 je ek zyra..but zyra..kau ni mmg bagi respons kat setiap ayat yg dituturkan oleh org yg bg talk ek?haha..asyik angguk2..geleng2 je..jamal call zyra dentist tyme tu..coz zyra penah gtaw die nk jadi dentist kan dlm hall..hoho..

well..gtg now..lain kali sambung agik..

wut u think bout mais?borink?or fun?but, bg aku..once aku kuar msU ni..aku akan plg merindui life kat mais…kawan2 kat sini best gile..faiz,zaidi,hilmi,ilham…they r best ever..pikirkanla…sbulan lagi  korang kat sini…ape yg korang akan wat bulan depan?still makan sesama dgn bdak2 cini ke?still pegi tgk movie sesame ke?still kuar memalam dgn diorang ke?NOPE!!! 4 SURE…..

"i dont care wat they say,im in love wit u,they try to pull me away, but they dont noe the truth…" keep2 bleeding love..hahak…emo la plak…but serious..aku suke gile kat mais…housemate ku…pokjak,acap,jamal,mail,arham,naufal,ricekay…some tgk diorang cam samseng..but they dont…jamal tu baek gile..mail caring…am manje..acap lawak..naufal mulut laser..pokjak garang…haha..(jgn marah ek)…but spjg 5 years aku idup asrama…ni la hidup yg paling best..where i noe bout friendship and we can do nothing without frens…plz…slagi korang still kat mais…cherish ur friendship…korang takkan jumpe tempat laen dah…ada satu hari tu aku tido..then tetibe aku terjaga..acap sdg betolkan kaki aku suroh aku tido bebetol…terharu gile tyme tu..nape diorang ni baek sgt ah…wat aku susah sgt nk tinggal mais….

my pren..

-nabil,camim,salikin,amer,alif,elron,hafizulfaiz

-jehan,aizwan,saiful,chris,idham,syawal,

-manuel,alan,zarip,najmi,gP,maher,capek

-hazrul,zikri,munir,hafiz,faris,rashid,anep

-paan,hasip,duwe,arep joe,alusyi,aqram,aidi,

-mubin,batang,raden,abral,tika,kimi,ali..

diorang btol2 best…tyme nk kuar nanti,aku konpem aku akan nanges gile2..tak sanggup aku nk tinggalkan life kat mais ni..

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

malam tu..aku ade gadoh dgn sum one..gadoh mulut je lah…aku ni tak suke gadoh2 fizikal…hahak…bengangnya aku…aku tak kacau idop die pon…knape tak pasal2 nk comment aku punye jeans…aku punye appearance..aku rase duit aku beli jeans tu bukan duit die pon…then..cakap aku prasan diva plak..ape mende diva2 ni..tak puas ati btol aku dgn mamat lampi tak bertamadun ni…nak sebut name kang jadik kontoversi plak..taknak la jadi hot story..ade ke komen aku pakai jeans koyak…HELLO…WHATS THE HELL FUCKING SHIT THIS MAN…kalu aku dgn die je gadoh takpe gak..but ade la 2-3 orang lagi yg nak memburukkan keadaan..ade ke rakam ‘mouth fighthing’ aku dgn mamat dangkal ni…fed up..nak laser gak takot worsen the condition…so..lantaq la diorang nk wat pe..yg pasti..fight aku dgn si lampi ni keeps on…dahle blajar bende pelik2..akupuntur la..politik la…daaa..biarlah mamat ni hidup dalam dunia akupuntur dia tu…

dis my 1st blog..
izzat taufiq kat seblah aku ni..
malu la nk taip
…haha…