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wondering wut happen with my life?i just dont feel lyke i belong here..(iMs i mean)..everything like dont seem ryte for me..and i cant enjoy my life as i did in Mais..

WHY?WUT HAPPEN? TELL ME GUYS..N GIRLS? why i dont hav the gud mooD..everyday..?YUP..i Mean iT..evEryday??whaT is MIssing..where Is thE X-Factor?wut i Miss A lOt?

I MISS THE PRECIOUS MOMENTS IN MAIS…

i miss the moment when all of us (housemate) hanging out together n TRANSFORMERS IMAX-ing…

i miss the moment ACAP ‘blanketing’ me while im sleeping

i miss the moment JAMAL taking good care of me when im not in a well-feeling,

i miss the moment MAEL cooking and his meal-sharing,

i miss the moment POKJAK annoyed and turn off the music when im singing,

i miss the moment ARHAM disturbing me while im studying,

i miss the moment NAUFAL n i ‘nyekiting’,

i miss the moment ALEP n ELRON perfectionist-branding,

i miss the moment HFZ n me quarreling bout my styling,

i miss the moment AMER and JEHAN loud-speaker Laughing( u just now what i mean),

i miss the moment SYAMIM n NABIL studying n do the ‘psycho-ing’,

i miss the moment SALIKIN ’sudoku-ing’…

I MISS THE PRECIOUS MOMENTS IN MAIS,

i miss the moment TIKA and PAAN Perodua-lifting,

i miss the moment ZHARIF ‘gelabah-ing’

i miss the moment when HASIF is lying (to Miss Malar while presenting,remember?)

i miss the moment when CHRIS and AIZWAN are debating,

i miss the moment of KOZAC, ALAN, NAJMI n SYAWAL of “MakTam-visiting”,

I MISS THE PRECIOUS MOMENT IN MAIS,

i miss the moment MAHIR and DUWE lead our Praying,

i miss the moment about PROF ‘anime-ing’ (he even texting his friend using anime’s name),

i miss the moment MANUEL n his dying hamster’s petting,

i miss the moment of GP with his very stupid irritating-joking,

i miss the moment MUNIR and his utara ‘loghat-ing’,

i miss the moment ZIKRI and his satay Kajang sharing,

i miss the moment AQRAM brought friends to his restaurant’s SEAFOOD-ING (though im not going)

i miss the moment AREP n MR AZLAN’s conflicting,

i miss the moment KIMI so damn hard tackle-trying,

i miss the moment RADIN’s ‘macho’-pretending,

i miss the moment PIAU ‘himself-isolating’,

i miss the moment ANEP with his boastful DOTA’s skilling,

i miss the moment HAZRUL scared of me n his ‘merajuk-ing’

i miss the moment Rashid n me screaming bout PONTIANAK SUNDAL BOLONG even we dont yet start watching,

I miss the moment MUBIN offers me lot of hand-lending n HONDA-ing,

and i miss,

the moment HILMI(hilmi ke??use the right tempo),ZAIDI, ILHAM, n FAIZ gedixing in class with miss syikin, miss saadiah, mdm mahani, ( i guess we gedixing in all class) n DEENG’s Night Gossiping..

I MISS THE PRECIOUS MOMENT IN MAIS……………….

hi..

its me again..well..dis my blog ryte…

emmm..i think dat im so fake..well..dis is bout sumone..emm..N of course

ntah la..nk bgtaw camne pon taktaw la…takot+nervous+worried…

camni la..day by day…aku juz rase makin kekok dgn N…aku pon tataw knape..

aku pon dapat taw yg die makin kekok dgn aku…N is like…emmm…

ntahla…i got friend..namenye Mak Iti…mak Iti la gtaw i…i pon dpt taw yg N ni cam…hemmm…nk gtaw takot N leh agak sape i mention ni…

pokoknye…aku juz cam nk Ok dgn N coz aku tanak die sedeyh lagi..tu je..aku bukan la plastic…but in some cases, we juz need to care bout others feeling…its not like i hate N..but bcoz i like N…dats why i did all these thing…hemmm…

well..its enough for me if N is happy as before…im not plastic..im just faking…for all the good things..im sorry..

juz sorry….Mak Iti…help me with this… =(..

need lots of help!!!!!!!!please….